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  1. I had been seeing a guy I had met off match we hit it off right away. We had talked for a few weeks and then went on several dates. Last week he asked if I wanted to come over to his place after I was done with work and we could just chill and drink wine and he would cook me dinner, of course I accepted the invite, I really liked this guy. I had told him before I even got there that things needed to stay PG because I was no where ready to take that next step with him, I also wasn't ready to share the fact that I was H+. Well we had a bottle of wine and he kept trying to take things further, the word No was just not working for him so I ended up blurting out I have herpes, well that stopped things real fast. I still ended up staying the night and told him to think about things and let me know if had any questions. Today he calls me and says he has done research and does not think this is something he wants to deal with, I didn't know what to say so I wished him the best end of conversation. I am more upset about the rejection and worried this is going to be a reoccurring theme in my life, I have friends and family that are well aware of my sistuation and tell me that everything is going to work out how it is supposed to but they don't have to deal with it. Why this this happening to me again, how can I possibly get to a point in my life where I am okay with having H? I constantly feel like I am on a roller coaster where one minute I am okay with it and then something happens, like a rejection and I fall back down. it is so emotionally draining, and I feel like my friends and family are sick of talking about the issue with me because it consumes me, there are times I am not even sure I want to continue with my life, it just seems like this isn't something I want to have to deal with for the next 50 years or so. I guess I am just looking for advice of any kind? I have read so many posts on here for the last couple months and I feel like a lot of people on here are very great out look and I want to be at that place I just don't know what to do anymore. I am desperate for a change I just need help finding a starting point.
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