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Was a success. I was with the person I contracted hsv1 from for 5 years. We broke up almost a year ago. I have avoided situations where things could get intimate because I didn’t want to have to tell people, like I’ve been tainted. Recently, I have been talking to someone who I have known for years and things have gotten really intense. So I decided I would have to have the talk with him. Because I want to be 100% open and honest with this person. And I told him everything. And he asked questions and was very open and mature. He wasn’t grossed out. Doesn’t think I’m tainted. He said he’s not going anywhere. And I have never been more relieved. I also told some close friends as well. And they were so accepting and wonderful. I decided not to let myself be stigmatized but other people’s ill-informed views. And I feel on top of the world. This diagnosis doesn’t often make me feel abyhtibg but sad and angry at my body. But today I feel okay. And that makes me feel hopeful.

I have had ghsv1 for over a year now. Mental and physical stress on my body are really my only triggers. Recently, I have been trying to get in shape and exercise daily. However, the stress on my body has caused another ob. I am considering suppressive therapy to help with this. I am nervous about side effects and the long term effects of suppressive therapy. Can anyone shed some light on this topic?

I don't have medical insurance. I am not currently having a outbreak but I am going on vacation next week and would like to have some acyclovir or something to bring with just in case. Does anyone have any suggestions about a way to get some without costing me and arm and a leg or of any other otc medications that work. Thank you!

Thank you so much Jess and Kaybee. Your words have truly helped me. I am finding it easier to accept as the days go on. Thank you for all your advice!

Thank you so much for your feedback. I truly appreciate the support. I do have a question. When is it okay after an outbreak to start being intimate again?

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