On Monday night, I discovered two tiny bumps in the area above my clit. I started doing some research and I'm now pretty certain that I have herpes. About a week ago, I had some pain while urinating as well as deep muscle pain in my legs. Over this past weekend, I had a sore throat that felt just like I was about to get a cold. It's Thursday now and all of those symptoms have gone away except for the small bumps. For the past few days, I've been feeling so exhausted and I've been sleeping 10-12 hours a night. My head also feels very foggy and I'm having trouble concentrating. I have a doctors appointment on Wednesday and I'm so scared to get the results back even though I'm certain I have herpes. Since I was a little girl, I always dreamed of getting married, having kids, and living happily ever after. Now I feel like there is no hope for me. How will anyone love me like this? Will I ever be able to have sex normally again? I'm only 20 and I feel like this is the end of my freedom and happiness.