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  1. I've been feeling pretty hopeless for the past few days. This morning was the worst I've felt throughout this entire process. I almost downed a bottle of sleeping pills. I'm so glad I decided to scroll though some of these posts. Your stories stopped me in my tracks. I feel so uplifted and hopeful now. I know there is a long road ahead of me, but I feel more prepared to tackle it. So thank you. To those of you who take the time to write about your success stories and little victories, you have more impact than you realize. -Christine
  2. The bumps are not fluid filled and look more like ingrown hairs than anything. They're not painful and they haven't changed at all since I noticed them on Monday. Not all herpes blisters look the same though, do they? Could it be just a coincidence that I had the flu symptoms right before I noticed the bumps? Still not trying to get my hopes up because I've had all the other symptoms.
  3. On Monday night, I discovered two tiny bumps in the area above my clit. I started doing some research and I'm now pretty certain that I have herpes. About a week ago, I had some pain while urinating as well as deep muscle pain in my legs. Over this past weekend, I had a sore throat that felt just like I was about to get a cold. It's Thursday now and all of those symptoms have gone away except for the small bumps. For the past few days, I've been feeling so exhausted and I've been sleeping 10-12 hours a night. My head also feels very foggy and I'm having trouble concentrating. I have a doctors appointment on Wednesday and I'm so scared to get the results back even though I'm certain I have herpes. Since I was a little girl, I always dreamed of getting married, having kids, and living happily ever after. Now I feel like there is no hope for me. How will anyone love me like this? Will I ever be able to have sex normally again? I'm only 20 and I feel like this is the end of my freedom and happiness.
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