tragic

He hates me!

How do I live with myself, how do I apologize? I'm now dying inside and I think I should outside too!!!

I had a partner of 5 years. I say had because we are no longer together. I made his sick. It was all my fault becuase I pressured him to have sex without a condom. He knew I had Herpes but he trusted me....now he hates me. I want to kill myself. If I didn't have children, I would!