msoutgoing

Soooo I just got my diagnosis back and I have genital herpes. I'm only 19 and I contracted it from my boyfriend who was unaware of the virus in him. I was thinking of ending the relationship prior to this but now I feel like if I ever leave him I will be alone forever. I am a very fun easy going person. I have an accounting diploma and I am working my way towards my chartered accountant. This is making me feel so depressed and I don't even want to live anymore. I am in the middle of my first outbreak along with a bladder and kidney infection. Talk about painful!!!! I had to take a medical leave from work I couldn't even walk. Anyways I just need someone to talk to about all this because I don't know what to think anymore :(