will my hsv turn into hiv?

[LoveLiveLonely4]

this may be a little long and all over the place and i hope you guys will be able to bear with me.

on April 1, 2018 i had unprotected sex(stupid of me i know:( ).. i randomly went to do a std screening in july last week or week before the last {i cant remember} but i got my results back the first week of August. when i found out i had hsv i was really depressed. i was so depressed that i still to this day think i have hiv as well.! i been so fucked up that i question my results. which was neg.. is that enough of time spam to get the correct and accurate result. im in denial to even go retest... ive been thinking about harming myself lately bc i cant get the thought out of my head, i tried to put in the back of my head but something always reminds me that i might have it. im driving by i see a sign, i heard it on tv, ive been reading everywhere. this is really taking over me

[Cwgrl100]

What makes you think you have HIV? Did you have a test?