I wish this would get better

[TequilaGirl]

Hello there!

I'm 1 year and like 4 months in this boat and and things haven't get better for me 😔 I still have at least 1 OB per month and sadly it's a constant reminder that i have to deal with this for the rest of my life. I'm not taking antivirals or anything, i'm Just trying to have a healthy lifestyle but that isn't enough... I don't feel normal at all.

Sometimes I get depressed thinking about how the person who gave it to me it's dating and hanging out with some girls just pretending that he is normal (you know what I mean)...

I haven't dated anyone since I broke up with him and honestly, Just thinking about liking someone I can't imagine how could I have something with someone... Ugh idk if i'm getting cleaf but I Just needed to pour my heart out. 

 

[CK245]

I understand completely. I was diagnosed yesterday and I just feel like it’s over for me. I don’t have much guidance since this is all new to me, but know that you aren’t alone.

[Snookie B]

4 hours ago, TequilaGirl said:

 

4 hours ago, TequilaGirl said:

Hello there!

I'm 1 year and like 4 months in this boat and and things haven't get better for me 😔 I still have at least 1 OB per month and sadly it's a constant reminder that i have to deal with this for the rest of my life. I'm not taking antivirals or anything, i'm Just trying to have a healthy lifestyle but that isn't enough... I don't feel normal at all.

Sometimes I get depressed thinking about how the person who gave it to me it's dating and hanging out with some girls just pretending that he is normal (you know what I mean)...

I haven't dated anyone since I broke up with him and honestly, Just thinking about liking someone I can't imagine how could I have something with someone... Ugh idk if i'm getting cleaf but I Just needed to pour my heart out. 

 

I definitely understand how you feel. It’s a hard thing to process. With time it will get easier & you will learn a lot about yourself and people. Take it easy. It does get better over time.