Reoccurring outbreaks

[Thomas92]

Opinions or information would be great. My backstory, one year ago I had my first outbreak. Normal flu like systems at first followed by a small cluster of blisters on penis. I knew exactly what it was but didn’t know when or how I contracted it. Ashamed to go to the doctor or get tested I hoped for the best and prayed it wouldn’t come back. Less than two months later. Again , and again. After three outbreaks I got online and went to GetRoman. Was prescribed daily 1000mg valtrex. Somewhat surprised the virus? But I could tell my body constantly wanted to have an outbreak. Here I am one year later with another outbreak and feel like it’s getting worse. I feel like I’m overthinking, I’m worried it has somehow spread to my mouth? I don’t see blisters but mouth has felt odd the last few days. I know I should go to a specialist but am ashamed and scared. Where do I start? I don’t have a normal doctor I go to. Has anyone else been through this constant of H OBs? 

[Fmals]

So you didn’t have any outbreaks for a year?