[They say life goes on ...]

I felt exactly like this when i found out and my story is similar to the OP. I didn't want to tell anyone but i told my best friend.  She assured me that if someone really cares about me, this virus won't matter.  It's only a virus and it doesn't change who you are.  It took me some time to realize that myself. Its ok to cry and be upset, and it will get better.