[I just found out I’ve got genital H and now I’m scared to tell my bf]

My bf and I had sex 2 Sundays ago.  I noticed what felt like a tear near the opening of my vagina the next day.  I used my cell to make a video of it to make sure it wasn't a bump and saw that it was in fact a tear.  I of course use panty liners and I used tucks and vaseline to keep it from stinging so much.  Three days afterwards I had a small bump appear not even that close to my genital area.  I assumed it was an ingrown hair bump after having had shaved.  Anyway, I called my gyno so the tear can be checked out. Wanted to be sure I wouldn't need stitches.  My doc confirmed it was just a tear and then I told her about the bump and how it just appeared and is a little sore and itchy.  She swabbed it.  That was Monday of this week.  Wednesday I got the dreaded call that it was positive for hsv2.  I immediately went to get a blood test after that phone call.  The next day it showed I was negative for both hsv2 and hsv1.  I have been giving my bf the side eye.  I am trying to figure out how to tell him so he could get this blood test done.  I will go in four weeks to get another blood test because that one showed I haven't built up antibodies to it yet.  Which means it is fairly new.  I'm going through the five stages of grief alone. I don't even want to tell a friend.  My plan is to drag him to a doctor and have him tested to see his results and go from there.  Ugh my life right now.