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Thank you so much h for your kind words. It really does mean a lot to me

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Also thank you for responding. I think I will just take care of it and keep it moving. This will be my last required PAP before retirement anyways. 

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HSV2 . 

[H Buddies, unite!]

Hi, 

new diagnosed. I have no idea how to feel. I’m scared and sad to be honest. I would love someone to talk to. Doesn’t matter gender or location. I just can not bring myself to tell anyone I know but I really need to talk about it. 

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I just found out that I have herpes. I had suspicions but I think I was too scared to get tested. So I just stopped having sex and dating. Well I finally got up the nerve to get confirmed what I already knew. I did go online to get treatment that can be delivered to my door. I know I shouldn’t but I feel too embarrassed to tell anyone. I don’t feel like I can even face a doctor. The problem is I do have a PAP coming up in about a month and I just want not say anything. I have been tested for other STD’s and they were negative. I am not actively having sex. I just want to treat myself in my own privacy. The catch is that I am military. I do not want to tell the military medical because I work with people who can handle my medical records and I am in a leader position. I just do not want this to mess up what I worked so hard for. Any suggestions would be great. Thanks