[Ex husband had sex with prostitutes - lied to me about it now I have herpes]

What do I do?

I have a super long and depression story if you really want to know the full details.... But to understand the jist of it is:

 

We were together for 5 years. He has always had sex, drug, drinking habits - but he never actually cheated on me. After getting married (only married for like 5 months), his drug use and emotionally abusive behavior heightened. We thought getting married would make things better but it just got worse. I couldn't take it anymore so I packed my bags and left with the dog. For months he dodged getting divorced and begged to reconcile. So I tried it out one more time. Why not right? To my misfortune, he lied/tried to hide that he slept with prostitutes while we were separated. And now ladies and gentlemen... I have herpes.

 

I am 26 yrs old and newly single... Wow. How to cope with not only an STD but the circumstance along with it. I'm in so much emotional pain. Insecurities... Sadness...

 

Help!!!