DevastatedMama

You guys are so encouraging......Everyday is getting better and easier.....

Thank you......today was better than yesterday and you are right it is a blessing....it’s been shown that he was seasonal...there to teach me lesson.....I made a decision to do something I’ve never done ...put me first....love me

I am really trying to work my way through .....believe it or not it helps to read your encouraging words......I have no one I can talk to....this really helps and I do appreciate you

You know.....I felt so dirty when I found out......When he broke up with me yesterday I was just so remarkably hurt......today I feel a little better and I am gonna keep my head up and deal with this....I appreciate your comment because it made me feel better to see some encouraging words....We have this virus it is not who we are...thanks again

We have been together for almost two years.....friends even longer. I was tested because he was experiencing discomfort in the nether region....No sores...no stinging....just by his description a dull ache and at times a feeling of heat in his penis....He was tested and his test were negative (I don’t think he was tested for herpes since they say it’s not a test that all doctors perform)...They say he had urethritis.....I go and get tested and I am negative for everything except herpes.....I have never had an outbreak and when I mentioned this to the gyn she said that it could have been lying dormant in my body for years....I told the man who I love ..my best friend...my confidant.....my world what was happening with me and possibly him so that he would be informed and go get tested for that specifically....He told me he needed a few days to process the information which I understood and expected but he came back yesterday and told me that he could not do this.....he has decided that it is best that we never speak again...he says that he can’t be even friends with me.....I have to say....I am hurt....devastated . I never expected him to leave me......I just feel so empty