NeoKortex

Thank you for your reply. It is uplifting to read that. I wanna change and be the best boyfriend/husband/friend/son that i can be. You have a very strong wording. Iam mainly focused on finding the issue of my pain and killing it. Today i was at a urologist who examed my Prostata. I will get results tomorrow. He told me i should get Herpes out of my mind because Herpes is never causing issues for so long and he thinks my symptoms are mainly because of anxiety. I want to believe him but i masturbated and had (and still have) severe pain in the tip of my penis. My balls are burning like they were sunburned. Are these signs of Herpes?

Hi, i totally ruined my life. I am in a monogamous relationship and we did plan on getting married. I wanted to have some last fun time and went seing a prostitute (iam male). 2 days after the incident my penis tip started burning. I confessed to my girlfriend in order to not give her a desease. So this is pretty much the timeline: Had protected sex with prostitute (but 10 seconds of unprotected passive oral sex) 2 days later penis tip started burning 1 week later went to urologist. Got tested for chlamydia and gonorroe and one a second visit for ureaplasm etc. All negative. Got 10 days of doxy. Didnt help at all. Saw something like a sore or not sure what it was. Showed to urologist. He said it wasnt a std. Went to dermatologist: he said it wasnt an std. Sent skin sample to laboratory -> came back negative for siphilis. Aparrantly was an simple birthmark regarding to laboratory. Called dermatologist and asked if that could ve been an herpes sore and he just laughed and said it wasnt. Penis tip still hurting after 10 days of docy. Couldnt take pain anymore. Went to urologist hospital. Got a antibiotics one shot. DId help with the penis burn. But i recognized my balls were inflammed and burning. Also my anus started itching. Went to a dermatologist hospital. 3 doctors and one upper doctor checked me out. I asked if this could be herpes. They said it wasnt and they cant see anything unnormal. Its more likeley an exzema. Got a cortison creme which didnt help. Now 4 weeks after this stupid idiotic incident my balls are still inflammed and hurt, anus still itchy. I got muscle spams in both legs and arms. No problems with urinating or ejaculation. No blisters or sores to be found. I eat pinneapple and cocosnut oil just in case its herpes and to get some relief. I also skip any industrial sugar. So far no betterment. Couldnt sleep at all last night. Pretty much feels like i ruined my life.