metalhearth

I had a very close friendly relationship with a girl for the past year. I was diagnosed with type 1 six months ago, had unprotected sex with different girl, I haven't told anyone. This girl went to her country because of family issues a month ago and our relationship grew closer. She doesnt know if she wants to come back, she can start a new life back in her country. She said she has feeling for me. I always liked her. I would love to be with her. She said that if she ever comes back it will be because of me. She is willing to come back because she wants to be with me. I am a mess right now. I cant sleep, i lost my appetite. I dont go out anymore. I want to sleep all day( at least when i do i dont feel this pain inside me) This will be the first time disclosing my situation. I'm scared she will reject me. What should I do? Should I tell her before she makes the desition of coming back, or wait to tell her in person? Any advice please! I'm slowly dying!

Hello everyone, I'm new to this and have a few concerns. I had unprotected sex with a girl I know 6 months ago. I had symptoms the very next day, itching and burning in penis head, there was a round pink spot on shaft that went away 2 weeks after. I was tested for all stds but herpes, all results came back negative. During this 6 months pink spot comes and goes. Also i experienced cold sores for the first time ever after 3 months, so definitely hsv1 positive. Now 2 weeks ago I got tested for herpes type 2 and came back negative. Igg was .90. At the time of testing I had the pink spot that looked like a ring and doc took a culture swab and came back negative as well. What does that mean? It was negative for type 2 or type 1 as well? The sore just clreared yesterday. Can it be type 1 on genitals? Why I don't get same recurrences on mouth? I only had one cold sore all this time. But many times on my genitals. I feel burning sensation in my genital area all the time, as well as burning sensation even when no sores are visible. Help! Thank you guys so much!