Darkthoughts

Missguided thanks a lot your words mean so much

I was clinical diagnosed with genital herpes by my doctor. No test was performed. He gave me 30 1g of valacyclovir. I took the pills for the 30 days and stopped. I decided that it was time for me to find out which type I had. I stopped taking the pills and tested for hsv2 at 12 weeks. What do you have it negative. Ok it must Ben hsv 1 right? I test for hsv 1 and 2 at 5 months. What’s this another negative igG herpeselect blood test. I’m so lost. If I’ve giving this to my wife. I’m blowing my brains out. Somebody help me please!!!!!