mfox12

I'm 19 year old sophomore in college and i've been hit with a lot these past few days... after being in the hospital with alcohol poisoning, i found a couple bumps down there. i kind of freaked out so i went to get checked. I don't know 100% yet because she had to send blood work and samples out but I have every single symptom i've read on sites like WebMD. the last time i had unprotected sex was two months ago but since i'm usually very healthy, i never showed any symptoms. I guess when my body almost completely shut down in the hospital, it weakened my immune system and triggered the symptoms. i've never been in so much pain in my life. i'm still in this why me mind set because i consider myself a good kid and try to do everything i'm suppose to. i feel disgusted with myself but i know whats done is done and i need to keep moving. my next issue is a little more time sensitive to me. i've been romantically talking to this guy since the end of summer...shortly after my unprotected encounter. we had been friends before, sex friends as well. now we're talking about maybe moving forward into a steady relationship and where we need to go from here... i JUST found out but i need to tell him. i wanna tell him because i know he deserves to know and if this is a deal breaker for him, i don't want to invest any more time and emotions into this. i'm completely new with this whole thing so anyyy advice at all would be greatly appreciated. thanks guys.