Hi Lisbeth,
You are not a horrible person because people make worse mistakes everyday. I am glad you were truthful about having the virus, but eventually you will have to conjure up the strength to tell the man you love the ENTIRE truth. By the sound of things, he seems to be a very decent man. He was able to use his adult brain and skills to accept you no matter what. Remember he bypassed all of the initial stigma, emotions, and degrading blame regarding you being positive and moved forward. If he truly loves you (which it seems he really does) he will be quite upset for sometime or he may even try to get even with you, but eventually he will come to his senses and say “Fuck it, because it didn’t mean anything. Your mine”. Trust me I know the hardest part is the guilt trip rollercoaster we take ourselves on over and over again. The outcome will never change and you will forever be on that ride knowing you didn’t provide him with the details about how you contracted it. Also, please make sure he gets tested and he is not the one who passed it to you first and vice versa.
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