Bella2019

Thank you for your replies they mean a lot, I have booked a counselling appointment to help work through everything. It’s hard it has all come at once but I know I will look back on this time and see how far I’ve come. Thanks again.

Just looking for a place to vent to people who understand, diagnosed a month ago with HSV2. Been in a relationship for 10years with children. My partner ended it so I tried to move on with my life and make the best out of a bad situation. Causally dated someone and a week after first sleeping together came down with a classic first outbreak. I’m feeling really scared for the future, it hurts that my ex gets to move on and be happy and I’m stuck feeling hopeless for the future. I’ve lost all confidence and motivation to keep going. It was hard enough losing ten years of my life, my home and my relationship and changing my children’s life without adding this to the mix. Im trying to focus one day at a time, pacing myself and trying not to think to far ahead but it’s hard when it’s all I can think about. It’s all I can think about day and night and this was a time I was meant to be finding myself and now I feel worse than I ever have before. Any kind words would be appreciated.