I thought I met my soul mate and turned out he was my worst nightmare.. I conceived a beautiful baby boy from this relationship but everything else I got was negative. It ended up being a horrible mentally abusive relationship and he had lied to me about a lot of things including genital herpes. I used to be such a happy and healthy person and now I'm the exact opposite. I just left the relationship 2 weeks ago .. I quit my job I had just started after being a stay at home mom for 7 months and moved back home with my son. I feel so defeated and disgusted with myself. Whenever I see myself all I can think of is how my dating life is ruined. . especially being back in my home town. And although dating isn't something I'm interested in right this second, I would like to eventually. I know I'm a wonderful person that got beaten down by someone who was not worth my time but now I feel like I'll never be able to openly date with confidence. I have given thought ti the online dating sites but I am old school and would like to meet someone when the universe puts that person in my path. . not through a keyboard. I'm just in a rutand needed to vent with people who understand.
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