Ponce44

Thanks for all the kind remarks. I did recently experience my first back lash. I was talking to a woman and hinted at the fact that I might have H. She went off and talked about how people with that are disgusting etc,...wow that hurt

I found out that I have herpes about 7 months ago. I've read everything I can get my hands on. Although it is an STD, I understand that it can be very manageable. So why do I feel so dirty and why did I lose all hope and confidence in ever finding someone who will want me?