Em298

I am feeling so sad right now. I am 21 yo girl and was diagnosed with hsv-1 genital herpes a month ago. I think I am having my second outbreak right now. I feel very itchy everyday. I am thinking about this every single day and the discomfort brought by herpes has ruined my life. I am struggling whether I should tell my parents but I don’t see any benefits of telling. I can gain medical help on my own. I am scared that they will be super angry of me doing something sexual with a guy before my marriage. I tell my 2 close friends that I have herpes and luckily they are supportive.