Chelsjonap

I have had a terrible journey with this diagnosis since I don’t have health insurance and have only been able to see doctors who “aren’t comfortable with an official diagnosis because it’s rare”. I haven’t gotten any straight answers on herpes esophageal. But what I have researched and the evidence of it in my body seems to line up. I do test positive for HSV1, but I have never had any sores on the outside of my mouth or cheeks. Just in the back of my throat. Aciclovir clears up the patches and lesions that appear during the three outbreaks I have had. but all of this and no answers has just left me with a ton of questions. do I take an antiviral medication everyday? Am I safe to kiss when I’m not having an outbreak? What about oral sex?