RunningMiles22

Hi Everyone, I'm Broken, or at least that's how I feel. I contracted HSV2 from a guy that I had been dating for 3 months at the time. In Feb 2014, I had a horrific outbreak on my vaginal and perineum area. When I mentioned to my boyfriend of 3 months at the time, that 2 out of 3 doctors said it looked like Herpes, things fell apart between us two. That was until he got his results, and through a blood test he tested positive for both HSV1 and HSV2. I knew for a fact that I contracted the virus through him because I was test prior to us dating. After, we both found out we had the virus we agree to not point any fingers and to work things out. Now just under 2 months after the diagnosis we broke up, he say he needs space. I am feeling lost. I don't know where to pick up the pieces. When we agreed to work through whatever the thought of me carrying this virus has merely disappeared but now it's all I think about. Will I ever be loved? Why wasn't I given a choice? Why me? Sincerely, Broken