HopeFaithLove

I recently told I have genital herpes. I've been crying my eyes out every night I go to sleep and the man I was so in love with is gone with the wind. I've tried to come to terms with it, tried telling myself everything will be ok, but seems like my whole world, my whole life has been turned upside down. I've been trying not to fall into depression but it's very hard. I recently had to take off 2 weeks from work to regroup. Found myself taking my anger out on others, angry at myself and angry that the person I was ready to marry has left me when I needed him most. I hope it gets better. But it's hard to have self-confidence when you feel like no one will love you. No one knows, not even my mom. I'm afraid of how anyone will react, afraid that if I tell anyone else, they will leave me too. Just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.