curious_e

Well let me start by saying that for the past 2 years I've had herpes outbreaks..that being said I have been tested around 7-10 times in the last 2 year time frame..it always came back as negative. Until I passed it on. ...I just have so many questions and concerns. The person I'm with isn't angry at me or anything like that..but how do I cope with the guilt? Also what does this change in my sex life? Can we cause each other to have more outbreaks? Can we ever have oral again? Ectaco etc ect