lonelyhusband

My wife & I have herpies 1&2, she' had a hysterectomy & lost all interest in sex. We've been married since 1999 & I do love her but have to masterbate in order to relieve my sex drive. I'm tired of being married to a woman who had no interest in sex what so ever. I am lonely & no longer feel Im married to a wife. She is merely a roommate. Roommates dont have sex with eachother. I wanna cheat or leave her but with herpies dating is not an obtion. I wish I had a woman who has herpies & wants me sexually with no strings attached. This way I wouldn't have to leave my wife. Our daugther is in prison for murder & this caused child protective services to take away our grandkids. In NC grandparants have no rights. Since I am only our daughters step dad divorcing my wife means permanently losing my grandkids. We struggle financially since I'm the only bread winner. We aren't going without but every penny is needed. What should I do? I need advise. I can't leave her because she does nothing except watch sitcom cook & go grocery shopping. She treats me well, takes care of me just fine but refuses to have sex! Please help!