He also lives four hours away so we only see each other every couple of weeks, I do not want to have the conversation with him over text.. Or over the phone. So I have time to ponder on what to say. However I would like to mention too him, maybe that I think I have a cold sore on my mouth(since he won't see me for awhile) and see if he says, something like oh I get those too! Does that seem normal? I don't think I'm normal anymore, I'm loosing it worrying lol