Princess

i would like to say thank you for being so informative.

i did not know you can get hsv 1 down there. also i had hsv 1 since i was young wouldn't that have made me resisted as well

at first the urgenf care did the culture test and when it came back the urgent care did a culture test and blood wirk and that is where it was negative but the culture was positive. i went to the obgyn and she said with the culture it was positve. but they never tested what kind both places said it was two because of the location. I kniw i got it from him because i was single for a while and then we got back together with him and every year or before a new relationship i always get tested. He has not gotten tested the only outbreak he gets is hsv1 which he said he always had since he was young. But when i found out the news i told him and he knew so much about it and helped me cope with it.

yes i believe is stress from work or being.too.Cold. well the last time i.check the.blood was when i recieve the thearpy so that was in March or April. yes it was crazy to hear your negitive then recieve a call back the next day saying but ur cultures was positive.

the dics said i can wat chocolate abd peanut but at a moderated

I thought i was the only one that went into that deep depression. and yes reading this site is helping me alot. i try to keep stress free but work and family are stressful in both location i am the main support. i need one more month for the suppresive therapy. and i still get outbreaks every month :( and they hurt. my doctors tell me it will get better in time and be happy and live a normal life that its just a skin condition that has a bad cognition to it. He also said since i have cold sore that the outbreak will be the same i remember when i first had a cold sore (i got it in middle school from a friend sharing a drink) it was horrible every where on my mouth and it lasted a while with constant OB then as i got older it comes once a year or none. I'm hoping it us the same.

yes, i have learn to calm down a little (something i am learning because i have always freaked out over things since i was little my mom will tell me when i was.younger i should of live in a bubble like bubble boy lol and started eating a lot more and no I do not feel alone anymore

How do you wash and dry without freaking out that you will pass it somewhere else?

Hello Unbroken,' Thank you for responding. That is good to hear. I'm just scared it won't ease up. And for the food, I asked because i lost 20 lbs when i heard u had it because of depression and when i am sick,which when I first had an OB I had a fever for a month I tend not to eat. and i am trying to gain my weight back and Iget scared. it my trigger it. fyi even before this I have always been an ocd/freaking over everything, which probably doesn't help lol

i am a very private individual, so i keep to myself. when someone cracks a joke I laugh a joke is a joke. If they are serious and are being rude then i give them a general education session about STD,No one assumes anything because even before i was diagnosed I was always like this because I do not like when ppl are being a jerk without any education.

I am new to this i found out i had in October. though it looked like a huge pimple anf the docs were sure it was a pimple, which when my test came back i had herpes. I was sad, depress, upset because i am a person who always get tested for everything and only been with 3 PPL. i was also scared my bf would leave me which he.didn't and said we will live a normal life. what is weird is my blood test is always negative but when they took a culture test it was positive. I just want to know How long does it take for the outbreak to become less? also can i still eat anything or do i have to cut of food. It's frustrating.