putivassa2863

Hi, I had a possible exposure over two months ago which has left me completely crushed - the works - self hate, depression, excessive drinking. I've finally gotten around to booking a checkup and will be getting tested tomorrow. I guess it's just a question of waiting now, but I'd like someone to reflect on my experience and perhaps try and ease my mind. The exposure was drunk sex on a one night stand with a friend, and without a condom (oh, and how I hate myself for it). I didn't notice anything, but then again I can't really remember it. It must have lasted for about 10 minutes. The next day I noticed small painless bumps on the 'end' of my penis, close to the ridge. From memory, they seemed to be pearly but literally just washed off in the shower, leaving no soreness or scabs etc. After two or three days of washing the painless/non-itchy blisters/spots away, they went for good and I haven't had them since (it's been about two months). However, I also had a solitary ingrown hair like spot towards the base of my penis, although I've had these every now and then before. It wasn't very big at all, but it didn't have a pearly tip like the other end-of-penis blisters, and went away after slightly longer (perhaps a week). As I understand, the risk of getting Herpes off of a H+ person on a one night stand seems very low, even without a condom. Furthermore, the fact that there was no pain what so ever, and they simply washed off without leaving any sort of scab or itching, leaves me slightly hopeful that it was just some kind of bacterial or yeast infection. At this point, if I was told I had syphilis or something else that is treatable, I'd probably cry tears of joy. I've been seeing a woman who means the world to me, and this would be a complete deal breaker and absolutely destroy me. I don't have any friends or family that I feel comfortable talking to about this, hence why I'm reaching out to you kind folks. Thank-you very much, your input would be greatly appreciated.