[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

I haven't had any issues with them that I know of I mean I have been nauseous and tired since finding out I think it's just the stress though but who knows....

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

I got my first one at planned parenthood for 50 dollars for 100 pills on valtrex! and they gave me refills so it helps but I definately want the blood test done

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

Thank you girls I just called to see about a blood text another 135!!! I have spent almost 300 dollars already! It's rediculous but I know it could always be worse!

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

I believe I have 2 but like I said swab results have not come back but I plan on getting a blood test this week knowing obviously it's most liky not in my blood yet. The Epsom salt baths have been a huge relief for me! And me working 65 hours a week has been tough to get a ton of rest but I have stopped working out for the time being and am taking a lot of vitamins. I hope he takes responsibility and does man up and we can talk about this but idk....... I truly believe he didn't know so im still trying to come up with the words to say to him..... But I also want to have hard facts positive or negative! Even know I'm pretty positive of a result I didn't have any issues until we had sex

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

I'm sorry we all have to go through this! It makes me so sad to know everything will forever be changed.... My main focus in life has always been to be a wife and mom and I just feel like it's not fair that this could be put in my way to have that! It's so hard because if finding the right person wasn't hard enough! It's a lot to handle!

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

I think that's what makes me the most mad! I am in so much pain I have cried just getting out of bed! And I'm struggling with this on my own! I'm just frustrated at this point! I'm just at a loss and I know it only is going to get worse! I'm just starting to be able to only take ib profen 2 times a day and not alternating in profen and tylonol every 3 hours along with the meds from the doctor! I'm so frustrated so I see where you are coming from! I would want to put my head through a wall hearing him say that too!

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

Yeah I got the culture too.not blood it's only been since the 31st we had sex so

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

So I should definitely get a blood test...

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

Yeah the only thing that scares me about coming off as calm and collected is he will use that to turn the tables... Idk if he would or not Im just going over ever sinerio in my head!!!! Its not fair to be in this situation! I hate being mad I avoid confrontation at all costs and now I have to confront him with this!

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

Was it random that you found someone with the virus too Jessikarabbit89 or did you meet through a support group I just feel like being in a relationship where someone understands has to be easier. I'm so scared that he is going to do that to me too idk it's just all really hard to even think about right now...

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

Thank you. It's been hard because I don't have the results from my test yet but obviously it's almost very clear with everything going on. A little bit of me keeps holding onto that hope that they will tell me this www just a bad yeast infection or something! Knowing that's probably not the case it's hard for me to say anything when I have no results.... Everyday right now is a little bit harder and I'm just at a loss. Everything that involves getting out of bed is a struggle and wanting no one to know trying to act like I'm okay is tough! I appreciate your support Im prepared for him to deny it since he does have a pretty strong personality I almost can picture his outcome is not going to be good!

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

I am honestly just lost! I was such an outgoing person and this has already made me feel so hurt and ashamed! I want to stay calm before I talk to him because I'm so angry! I care about him which hurts even more and did see a longterm relationship with him! I'm just a ball of emotions and i just at this point can barley pretend to crack a smile!

[having such a hard time and new to herpes]

I just started dating this guy about 7 weeks ago and things were going great. We got intimate pretty quick we had sex once and we wwere fine then New Years eve and new years day we were intimate a few times and the day after I was sore I thought it was just from rough sex then it got worse and worse it was to the point I was crying just to pee the blisters were noticeable, I felt so achy and my gland in my groin were swollen! I just knew something wasn't right!and I freaked out and instantly started googling! When I saw the pictures of herpies I instantly panicked! I instantly got light headed and just cried! I instantly made an appointment with planned parenthood! She said it was most likely herpies and it was very clear i had just been infected in the last 2 to 20 days because of how bad my outbreak was that this was the initial outbreak! I have yet to get my result from my swabs but I am almost positive you can't deny what it is! I have yet to say anything to the guy Im talking to about it I have tried hinting just to see if he would say anything but I truly think he doesn't know he has anything! But I just am so angry hurt and heart broken that I can't even find the words to say to him! I'm terrified he is going to try and turn the tables on me and I don't know if I could even deal with that! So I'm just going through this excrutiating pain and emotional pain by myself! I feel like no one will ever want me again! I'm 23!!! I want a husband and babies! I'm at the point I just don't want to get out of bed I don't want to talk to anyone I just want to cry!