Hurt_Again

Thank you everyone for the encouragement..Ive given much thought and Im grateful to have people who understand. God Bless

I was just diagnosed with HSV2 on this valentines day. Its been horrible. Im going through my first outbreak and it hurts like someone has set lighter fluid...blew up my gential area. Its been burning and burning then to extreme pain. I just want to die. I feel worthless....no one wants me. Ive isolated myself from my children because I dont want them exposed. I clean the toliet each time I use the bathroom bc Im contiguous.My lower back hurt....my bottom....my insides. Im a nasty women whos life have been shader to pieces. No man would ever want to be with me. Just today I told the person I was with...how I felt having this virus.....well since we broken up....he's only pushed me away. Im crossed between just ending it all or disappearing from the face if the earth. I hate my life...