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Thank you both I really appreciate it, I still haven't had to the guts to talk to my be about its, but I know he'll figure something is wrong once I'm off my period and I won't allow any sexual contact.. I just want this pain to go away

So I've been with the same guy for about 3 months now, everything has been great until about a week or so ago, something was not right about the sex. It was the most painful thing I have ever experienced, I couldn't even handle his finger inside me let alone his male part.. Then I started noticing that it stung really bad when I peed. I decided to look in the mirror and see if I noticed anything weird, that's when I saw the sores, and that's when I broke down. I pretty much had a gut feeling about what it was and I still haven't seen a doctor, made an appointment but that's not for another week and a half, so I may have self diagnosed but what else could this be? So anyways not only am I dealing with these God awful sores but I'm now on my period and putting in a tampon is just as painful, but I can't wear pads because the sores stick. I have yet to talk to my boyfriend about this because I just don't know how to bring it up. I haven't told anyone about it because I am beyond terrified about their reactions. I've been crying non stop for a few days I'm depressed as ever and nothing seems to be going right for me.. I came across this website and I thought maybe it would help.