Climber07

@unsure123

Thanks unsure123! I'll send you a message! I'm currently not doing so well emotionally I guess. This guy is such an ass. I contacted him again to let him know that I have been diagnosed with it and it was for sure transferred from him. He got really nasty. I feel like I shouldn't have told him because he was my assualter and all. But it just got to a point where he called me a whore. And just completely lashed out. So I've went from being ok with my diagnosis to back to feeling worthless again. I'm ready for me being emotional to end.

@2legit2quit and @WCSDancer2010, thanks guys, it's good to know that it isn't going to be this way every time. And i was diagnosed with the swab test. Of course the blood test came back negative but the swabs came back positive with only HSV1.

About a week ago I was diagnosed with HSV1 from a guy who sexuall assaulted me . It was the most uncomfotable pain in my nether region I have ever felt. My doctor was very thorough with tests and such and I have a follow up appointment on Tuesday. I guess I just need support and just know that I know this won't run my life forever. Are the recurrent breakouts as bad as the first? How do you get past the feeling that you just feel tainted and dirty? Any words of wisdom are needed. I felt like I've processed everything but I might be wrong.