Can't really express properly how your responses have helped me. I still have so many questions...but, not so many that I feel I'll crumble under the weight of them. My tail-bone feels broken; that's one thing I've been wondering about. Did either of you experience that with your initial outbreak? I got hit SO hard. It started with terrible painful unrination...I figured I had a UTI. Then, two days later I spiked a fever of 102...was super nauseous, terrible headache and neck pain. Then two days after that I noticed the first lesion. The thought of an STI never even crossed my mind; ironically the day before the burning while peeing, I had my swabs done, and the came back negative--I had no idea that H wasn't tested for, or rather couldn't be tested for unless sores were present. It was such a huge punch to the throat - for lack of a better phrase - and just so devastating. Anyway, for the past 3 days I'm having uridine retention issues, where, try as I might, getting the pee to flow is like trying to squeeze blood from a stone...and then the tailbone pain. No more lesions though, my doc examined me yesterday. I don't know...it's just all so new and overwhelming.