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I will find out tomorrow...I think my last sexual partner gave it to me, Isnt type1 more mouth coldsores? I think I have the other one. Why is this such a taboo stigmatised subject when it is so common and half dont realise they have it and are happily spreading the virus around??? I don't get it????

I was just thinking, how would I react if I liked someone and he told me he had herpes, hmmmm, it would scare the hell out of me and I don't thin k I would want to go there, hence my saying I wish there was more awareness of this disease in my last post. so....how can I feel safe telling partners I have this when probably no matter how much they like me this will change that.....Im getting so depressed about this :-(

Thankyou, Thankyou....I just hate the thought of having to tell every potential partner im might be with that I have this :-( the thought fills me with dread. Im terrified telling the guy im seeing now about it, oh it makes me feel sick thinking about it....I find out the results tomorrow but I can feel exactly where it is as I write this, I know I have it, my eyes fill with tears. I know there are worse things.... I wish there was more public awareness about this and that it isn't regarded with the stigma that it has, considering its so common, it wouldn't be so hard explaining to people then and we wouldn't feel so ashamed for carrying it.

about two weeks after, that was the last time I saw him. I know this sounds bad but I was in between about what to do with my love life so I was with both guys, Im now only seeing one, but im worried ive given it to him or he could even be the one who give it to me, I doubt that though, I really think it was the other guy, only a week before I started seeing him I had a complete check up which was all clear...Ive since spoken to him today, he had no idea that he might have it . Thankyou for your positivity, and for writing to me too, I could see people viewed me but no one sent a reply to me till now. I had a blood test this morning. I will know tomorrow, I just feel doomed! I spent 10 years living a safe celibate life and now I have this, I feel im being punished for not knowing how to love a man again.....

Will I have to have sex with a condom forever now? Will I never be able to have oral sex ever again unless I use a dental dam, Im sorry but that does not appeal to me at all???? What if I have given it unknowingly to a guy I have recently started seeing? If I get treated and he now has it will he keep getting infection that then gives me infection (sores) I cant tell you how devastated I am about this, its making my life hell, I cant sleep. Help!!

I think I have H, Im off to the Dr shortly, something isnt right :-(. I think I got it from a guy I was seeing which ended 3 weeks ago, I have since found someone I really do care about and Ive recently been intimate with him, I didn't know I had H, I have probably infected him now. God, I feel awful, What do I do, How do I tell him, I don't want our relationship to end. I feel dirty, I feel ashamed, I feel scared, I have no idea how to bring it up with him, other than come straight out with it, and say I haven't been with anyone else but this other guy and him so either I got it from the other guy or I got it from him, maybe he had unprotected sex with someone and didn't know he had it....Im devastated, this is a life sentence its something I don't want to deal with and have no choice now. Ive been single a very long time, the thought that I have to tell every potential partner I have this and the fear of that let alone to watch them run for the hills. I cant sleep, I cant stop thinking about it, Im a mess!