So, I was told on January 1, 2016, that I had herpes. I know, happy New Year to me. However, I'm trying to deal with it now. Of course, no one expects this from their life, but I'm really trying to cope.
I got it from the person I love. The bad part about is that he was recently screened for STDs, and was told that he was clear. I know this is true because I checked his insurance claim. Which sounds crazy, but I wanted to make sure he wasn't lying to me. Regardless, after crazy amounts of research I realized that this is very possible, since the CDC doesn't require H testing. Which bothers me in its self, because they're saying that Herpes isn't important enough of a disease to help prevent it, or come up with some sort of solution to cure it. I don't know, that's my rant for now on that.
Regardless, my story started with what I believed was chafing or razor burn. After about two days, a single bumped formed on my Labia majora, followed by a second bump two days letter, which I thought was from rubbing against my clothes. eventually, there were several bumps and pain. I had to wait a week to go to the doctor, because of insurance issues. During that time, I was in such extreme pain. I ended up going to an er, but an urgent care or stand alone er. I went in the nurse, or helper took my vitals and everything, then I just waited for the doctor. The doctor came in, looked under the gown and told me I had herpes, that's it. I proceeded to ask several questions because I wanted to know how I could've gotten it, he told me that "you get it from fooling around". That smug and stupid answer made me want to punch him in his balls right there. Sorry, it still makes me mad. I have never had sex without protection, a condom, in my entire life. Which is why I was asking. Basically all they did was prescribe acyclovir and told me look up herpes on google because that's what it looked like.
After the holidays, I made an appointment with my new primary doctor, and had to wait another week to be seen. At this point I was taking the medication, and started to feel better. By the middle of the week all symptoms were gone, and I figured since the medication worked that means I have it. My appointment finally came, I had no symptoms and basically all they could do is a blood test. That was on January 12, and I still haven't gotten my results because of issues with the lab. I have been off of the medication for almost a month now and haven't had any issues so far. I'm not very optimistic about it though.
In the past couple of weeks, I've definitely been over thinking about everything. My body has had so much acne, I guess because of me freaking out. I know this is acne, because I've had issues in the same places before all of this. Second, I've been freaking out over every bump, mosquito bite, redness, anything. Since my first "diagnosis" if you can call it that, I have had nightmares over auto inoculation of my body, specifically my eyes. This is where my first question comes in, how long does it take for auto inoculation to show up. The reason I'm scared of this is because I wear contacts, and in the beginning I was touching it quite often. I was mainly trying anything and everything to heal it, since I thought it was chafing. Getting it in my eyes is my number one fear! I've read all of the posts from people saying that it doesn't usually happen, unless you're a child, I understand. But what if I wasn't careful enough? When would I expect it to flare up in my eyes?
Answers, comments, would be very much appreciated.
Thanks!