I don't know how to survive this. My bf has had cold sores his whole life. We had sex before he had a breakout. I was in so much pain 3 days ago I went to urgent care where I was told I had at least 30-40 external blisters and almost that many internally. I am in so much agony. I can barely urinate & when I do it is excruciating. I tried in water and that didn't help. I also have the chills and body aches. I can not take off work but am not comfortable sitting or laying down. I am wishing I was dead because this is worse than child birth, kidney stones, or e-coli. How did you survive this agony?