Tooscaredrightnow

Okay everyone, so I still haven't told him. I know I am greater than this. I wish I just knew what his reaction was going to be in advance!

Thank you for your support. It really does help having these forums around, glad I discovered them.

I'm really going to try and keep all of that in mind, I'm more afraid he will be upset because he has already touched me down there before I told him. I'm telling him tonight, so I am going to stay as positive as possible about everything. I know how to do it, like I've said, I've done it before...but this one is the hardest so far.

I've been positive for about five years now with hsv2. I recently started dating this guy who I have actually known for a while. We have been seeing eachother for about two months. We havent had sex because I am avoiding it and I will not let him go down on me. I am on daily suppressive therapy and I rarely to never get OBs anymore. He has touched me underneath my underwear though. THE PROBLEM IS, I AM HAVING SO MUCH TROUBLE TELLING HIM!!! I DONT KNOW HOW TO! I have told guys in the past and it was so easy and for some reason...This one is the hardest because I think I am in love with him! So I just got an outbreak yesterday for the first time in 5 or 6 months. I am going to see him on wednesday and I know I have to tell him then. I cant keep avoiding sexual contact. I know he is probably going to wonder why eventually because I am so attracted to him on so many levels and we have such a deep connection. Im so scared he is just going to walk now...I just want to cry.