Thanks @ luv2bblonde just feeling down, confused and dont k ow what kies ahead of ne right now, thanks for your words though it really helps to read them.
@mmissouri the blood samples I gave it says HSV1 + 2 ab IGG. There are 1 and 2 right underneath eachother that and they just say positive no numbers though. I slept with her on the 25 and on the 30th of my I saw the painless sore and on the 31 I got tested because I was already thinking what it might be. I didn't get a fever but I got a slightly swollen lymph node on my right side groin. nothing crazy I just could tell that it was a lil off I don't know if I felt tired or I was just depressed and stressed out so. I still went to the gym I go everyday felt better because I have so much anger in me I don't want to fly off the handle at someone. Then I start getting depressed again when i start thinking about the possibility that I have it and all the negatives about how my life might be with relationships. Again I don't see any blisters do you know how long they take to form and rupture.? I started taking Valtrex daily and lysine along with vitamin c and changed my diet a little bit from what I read. Should I have seen any blisters at all anywhere by now? All I feel is sensitivity and irritation sometimes down there but not where the single sore was. Thanks.