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Hi everyone. this is once again troubling me. I had an outbreak, its healed, i have zero symptoms. no tingles, stings itches or bumps. no scabs ulcers or blisters, no fevers, aches, pulling sensations. not a thing. EXCEPT for this little red spot. said little red spot can be touched poked prodded rubbed etc with no pain discomfort or anything out of the ordinary. It has been there symptom free for 3 or so days now. not changing, just chillin. Time line of events, tuesday night (late) predome started wednesday lunch blisters appeared wednesday night, popped those suckers cause they heal faster thursday discomfort and ulcers friday discomfort subsided dramatically saturday ulcers almost gone, no discomfort or symptoms. sunday - didn't even look at myself cause nothing felt out of order. monday - feeling completely healed, holding off intimate contact to be sure fast forward to today, feeling good, like maybe safe. grab the mirror and theres a red spot. no symptoms.. just a spot. i've poked pulled squeezed you name it to see if i could see any ulceration or anything and nada. Would you call this contagious? Spoke to 13HEALTH and naturally they said there is no way to call it one or the other with out and inspection and/or swab(nothing to swab though go figure) I just want to know when i can love my man again :'(

Hi Everyone, here i am again worried about my transmission potential. It rules my life, like i'm 24/7 paranoid about it. I take suppression therapy daily 250mg twice daily, as well as lyp-sine. I always take precautions with sex. my first 8 months were outbreak free, my initial outbreak so minor the drs weren't convinced, literally 1 red spot that looked like an ingrown. the last 12 months however, i have had maybe 15 or more outbreaks. The never last long, a few days at best. 1 or 2 blisters come up, pop and heal over within a few days. I usually get a heads up with pain in my left leg like deep muscle and the visual blister. I guess i should be grateful thats the extent of it, but the repitition is getting to me. I'm in the beginning stages of a new relationship. He knows of my condition and has his reservations with it which would be a lot more fine if i wasn't feeling like i'm breaking out. I know he's not ready to deal with herpes yet so i have faked a period to cover my current outbreak. is there anything i can do further to get this under control. I have had a couple months break and now, 2 outbreaks 7 days apart. Its gotten to the point of a really negative mental state and i am at wits end.

Last night, I was feeling fine, no symptoms no sensations no nothing. Did the deed with the guy i am seeing (who is aware) and all was peachy. Today however i am feeling a tingle down there, and i can't tell if i am being paranoid or its nothing or an impending outbreak. So my question is, what are the chances i've sent it over to him. I always stick to protected sex so yes we used a condom. I take suppressive pills everyday, but i take lyp-sine to keep it at bay as well. The spot that is feelin a little funny is near my opening, but slightly to the right. Can't tell if its left over irrtation from last night or actually an issue :(