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And thank you for your reply. I truly appreciate any help I can get and anyone that will help me talk through this.

I was diagnosed by blood. I'm going to find out about the numbers today. If she has HIV then I have it because we exchanged body fluids. I believe I got #2 from oral sex. I have never had any symptoms before. She told me she had a couple hard months of drugs and sex and I think I was before that but I don't know. And I told her she probably has #1 &2 and she said she wasn't worried. What the fuck. Who doesn't worry about news like that. Idk if it's because she's in shock or what but I'm worried.

I was diagnosed with HSV 1 & 2 yesterday, approximately 10 minutes after my successful job interview. I have not been sexually active in 3 months and am scared that I might have HIV as well. My test came back negative for it but my doctor told me it could take up to 6 months for it to show. I am devastated. I always use protection and I choose my sexual partners carefully. I have only had four in my lifetime, and I am 22. I have been sexually active with the same person for a year or so now. She has had no symptoms and I believe her. I got called back for a second interview, did well and got the job. I should be ecstatic because this is a great opportunity for me, but I am indifferent. I am so focused on the fact that I tested positive for 1 & 2, and I might have HIV. She has not been tested yet, but she is aware. I feel so lost, so overwhelmed. I know my situation could be worse, but I truly feel like yesterday was the worst day of my life. I am 22 years old and scared out of my mind. I don't know what this means for my future. Can people drink after me? Can I kiss a girl? Will they get # 2 if that happens? How do you know your shedding if it's asymptomatic? Please anyone who has answers or support, please, please comment. I am so worried about my future, I am truly scared and any help would be immensely appreciated.