LittleFighter

Hi everyone, so I got myself into a pretty awkward (and possibly immoral) situation. I was diagnosed with HSV2 5 months ago and since then I've felt like my life is over..like my years of promiscuous sexual encounters had finally giving me the punishment I deserved..So I was not sure who had infected me since I slept with 2 partners during a short time frame, but I broke the news to both, and found out who it was. He hadn't known he had it but he also got an outbreak around the same time as me and tested positive. And the other guy surprisingly took it very well and helped me feel like everything was going to be okay and that I am lovable..we ended up becoming more than friends. Anyway, 4 months later we broke up..sadly. And not long after that I met someone at a party and had (protected sex) in the bathroom (I know, gross). We were both drunk and in the heat of the moment I didn't know whether to say anything because the chances of him getting it were super low since we used a condom and I take antiviral medication. But I know what I did was wrong and very irresponsible. Since then he actually called me and we have been on several dates (and had sex another time too! ugh..I feel terrible), but now we haven't spoken in two weeks and I don't know whether to just forget about him and the fact that I didn't disclose this important information or to call him up and continue dating..I do like the guy, but not so much that I would want a serious relationship with him (because he's too in love with himself and doesn't last more than 10 min in the sack), it would be nice to see him again though..we have fun together and there is chemistry (he's super hot and smells amazing). But I don't even know if he will call me again..I really don't even know if I can trust this person..I don't feel close enough to tell him about my herpes. Heck, I haven't even told my best friend (only my mom, doctor, and the two sexual partners I mentioned). So I really don't know what to do, I'm 99,9% sure I did not give him herpes since I was not symptomatic, we used a condom, there was no oral sex, and the sex was very quick.. I just don't know what to do..this is eating me up inside and the stress caused me to have a mild outbreak (reason why I avoided texting him). I can't just suddenly tell him I don't want to have any more sex until we've gotten to know each other better, that wouldn't make any sense and he'll probably think something is weird and want to know what's going on. But I don't think I can just forget about it..I'm drowning in despair here..somebody please help.