I am 22 years old & I recently had sex with a not so new partner . we'd had sex in the past & I'd never had an issue . but this past week , Friday to be exact , I noticed I had a couple bumps on one side of my lip area & it burned when pee passed over them . this morning , I went to the hospital to get it checked out & the nurse told me she believed it to be herpes because it hurt when she Qtipped it . I couldn't believe what I was hearing . its like I went through all the stages of denial , acceptance , depression , etc all at once & its just really overwhelming. I was given medication as if my tests already came back positive & have been feeling almost nothing already .. But there is something else I'm struggling with .. My marriage has been deteriorating for some time now , so yes I cheated & may have contracted this . my husband does not have it which I'm pretty positive he doesnt because we haven't had sex after I think I contracted this .. I have 2 kids ages 2 months & 4 years old & I am extremely worrying myself to death about spreading it to them . I haven't had any sores or problems with my mouth area & I havent noticed anything in that area . I'm just overwhelmed & lost with this whole situation & I don't know how to deal . I've just been acting like everything is normal today .. How am I suppsoed to tell anyone I made this mistake ? How am I supoosed to tell people this ? I feel so horrible . I am a horrible person ... Please help ... Anything helps ..
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