Vesta

Thank You.

sorry for typos!!!

HikingGirl, thang very much for the article.

everybody, thank you. it still hurts, but less. and than less. what hurts most was me not seeing what i was doing. i've been blind, but now i see. the "I'm out" saved me. the six months of trying, saved me. time to be thankful: i am untouched and unscarred by some ugly person. and time to forgive myself, for falling of the bike, getting all scrapped up, because what was i doing?!

Hi guys, First and foremost, thank you for having me here! My computer is down so please understand my short message, as I type on my phone. Would very much like support through a cruel rejection. I've had heroes for about twenty years now; have been gifted to have been fully embraced in all my close connections until now. I was lucky and had the benefit of enjoying company and sex while I learned to really be ok with living with herpes. However I now find myself greatly unprepared to dealing with a very unthoughtful, unhearted, harsh rejection. He and I were about to mice forward to getting intimate, after 6 months of working towards closeness. It took quite a bit of work frankly, because he is very busy, and also because we've been working many differences. Only been in three dates, yet we put a lot into coming this far. This morning, before "The Date Night" I disclosed. I am 46, have gone through a lot in life and was dealing with an adult as well. But never did I imagine such a hertless response. He simply said "sorry, I'm out." That period i placed in his sentence, was not even there. Feeling pretty devastated. Any guiding heartfelt thoughts, will be very welcomed. Yours, Vesta