Today is day 3 since I found out I have herpes. While I have not been officially diagnosed & am still waiting on my results from a swab, I am pretty certain that is what I have & the doctor at planned parenthood told me, “that’s what it looks like.” Here is why I am wondering if there is a possibility that it could be something, anything else. Along with extremely wishful thinking.
4 days ago I felt some irritation before bed. I chalked it up to my underwear chaffing my labia. The next morning I looked at my vagina in a mirror & there was a small red patch with two tiny blistery looking bumps on the bottom of my labia. I have had plenty of cold sores so in my heart I knew it was herpes. That was day 2. Day 3, yesterday, there were no longer fluid-filled blisters but the red patch was raised & extremely irritating.. I could feel it when I walked & it was painful to wipe. Day 4, today, the red patch is not raised, there are no blisters, just two red dots that look like tiny cuts. It also isn’t hurtjng anymore unless I put too much pressure while wiping.
I guess I am confused because everywhere I’ve read says that my outbreak will last 2-3 weeks, especially with this being my first outbreak. At this rate, I feel like the sore will be gone by the end of the weekend. Have I just gotten lucky with very mild outbreaks?
I am also wondering if maybe this isn’t my first outbreak. Over the summer I got this crazy rash all over my body & I was diagnosed with impetigo. It was on my inner thigh, my back, my neck & chin. It was not accompanied by a fever or any body aches. Could it be possible that was my initial outbreak?
I also feel like while this definitely looks like herpes, it is nothing near the dozens of pictures I have looked at over the last few days. Very small & very mild compared to all of those.
I am very confused!!