Guguita1

Hey guys im feeling so many emotions right now. Iam beyond sad . I started dating this guy and two weeks after knowing each other i disclosed that i have hsv 1& 2 . He was very supportive at first. Then here and there he would break up w me bc of it. Sometimes i would look for him , sometimes he did. Throughout must of the time we were together we used a condom. Recently he went to the doctor due to some blisters in his genitals. The doctor confirmed it was herpes. The thing is that now he doesnt want nothing to do with me eventhough he says hes mad at himself not me,he is mad at me. He blocked me from social media and phone. He told me he wanted to forget this chapter of his life and that he was an idiot for staying w me this long and having herpes for the rest of his life. Iam beyond broken i feel terrible that now he got it! And hates me to death. He said that looking at my pictures reminds him of how unable he is to make a decision. I dont know what to do im feeling helpless. :// i wanted to be there fo him through this time but he wants nothing to do with me. I told him i understood he was upset and that i would give him space and he told me no,that he wants me out of his life for ever. . :///Has any of you experience this? I dont know what to do or feel ? Or how to handle this whole situation. Right now im going through alot dont have a job at the moment and feel so crushed

Hey guys im feeling so many emotions right now. Iam beyond sad . I started dating this guy and two weeks after knowing each other i disclosed that i have hsv 1& 2 . He was very supportive at first. Then here and there he would break up w me bc of it. Sometimes i would look for him , sometimes he did. Throughout must of the time we were together we used a condom. Recently he went to the doctor due to some blisters in his genitals. The doctor confirmed it was herpes. The thing is that now he doesnt want nothing to do with me eventhough he says hes mad at himself not me,he is mad at me. He blocked me from social media and phone. He told me he wanted to forget this chapter of his life and that he was an idiot for staying w me this long and having herpes for the rest of his life. Iam beyond broken i feel terrible that now he got it! And hates me to death. He said that looking at my pictures reminds him of how unable he is to make a decision. I dont know what to do im feeling helpless. :// i wanted to be there fo him through this time but he wants nothing to do with me. I told him i understood he was upset and that i would give him space and he told me no,that he wants me out of his life for ever. . :///Has any of you experience this? I dont know what to do or feel ? Or how to handle this whole situation. Right now im going through alot dont have a job at the moment and feel so crushed