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I really love that video tho. Thank you!

I have ghsv1. That's why I said i know it isn't really a big deal but the social stigma around it is just horrible.

I've been sexually involved with only one guy for about 8 months now. He's my ex boyfriend. So what he does is none of my business. Except when it gives me herpes. I keep thinking why me. I just lost my virginity a year and a half ago. My friends have had unprotected sex with more guys than they can count and never got this but I do? I feel like nobody is gonna want me. I wouldn't want me. I feel gross. I feel like ill never be normal again. I feel like I'm too young for this to even happen to me. And on top of all that I'm in a lot of pain right now. I was doing everything right. I'm in college at 17. I don't do drugs like most people my age. I'm a nice girl. I just wanna be normal again. I keep praying that this is just a dream. And I know some people think it's not that big of a deal. But to me it is. And I don't have any friends to tell. I'm alone with this right now. I just need support. But then I feel like I dont care about the support I just want it to go away. I just wanna wake up. This wasn't supposed to happen to me...