papergrass

I am pretty sure I have herpes, I contracted it over 10 years ago, back in 2006 I was around 17 years old, and I had horrible symptoms similar to a yeast infection (I did not know at the time), anyways the doctor said it looks like herpes, she tested it, it came back negative, and she was like it's probably a false negative, gave me a prescription for valtrex and I was on my way. I was obviously so crushed, it ruined my life at that time, I was too sickened and embarrassed to even fill the Rx, I threw it away. It soon went away and that was that. Since then, I've had extremely mild, very TINY, like blackhead sized, bumps. I have still never felt the need to take any medication. It has never really bothered me at all since that time, the "first outbreak" or whatever...and nowadays it's basically unheard of. I KNOW I do have herpes for sure, but the outbreaks are so incredibly mild that I don't need to take the medication. I have also seen this type of herpes on another guy, he had these tiny little bumps all over his penis, and I quickly covered it with a condom and told him I can't have sex and just gave him a hand job and ran out of there! Has anyone else ever had this? I know if I had the type of herpes people have nightmares about, the ones that come up on google pic search! I'd be so angry and depressed every time, and having to take the medication too! But I'm sure I'd come to terms with it eventually and learn to live with it after a few years. Now that I think about it, I probably wouldn't care much. I'm almost 30 and have no plans in life to get married, and have lost my libido now, so I don't care to have any relationships anymore. So I guess having a bad case of herpies wouldn't be so bad, there are worst things that can happen in life.