I am confused and helpless.....please guide me

[jani]

Hi this jani.... I am 36 male, married with two God gifted kids.

 

I have a very good job having a good position with 12 years experience.

I am not in my home country as I am doing my Phd from a greatest university.

 

I am living alone here and was overdriven by sex so on this new year I meet a girl and we have sex.

 

she ask me about my STD's as i was sure i dont have any major problem as i was checked and tested twice in previous six months.

 

she told me she is a teacher and are tested every year,

 

Honestly saying I was not aware of STD's other than HIV(my ignorance) as i have never been to any other girl other than my wife.

 

I met that girl five times....we have used condom BUT on our first dating she sucked me for few minutes and i lick her just for few seconds(January 1,2017).

 

then i met her three times in february but we havnt done sucking and licking.....It was all okay in february.

 

I met her on march 22....used condom but in my second shot at night when light was ON

 

1. i saw a pinkish line or scratch in her vaginal lips.

2. when i was penetrating her in few jolts white curd like discharge came out of her vagina and all over my shaft,pubic and balls.

3. that night i have itching in my body...couldn't sleep well.

4. in the morning i have little bit itching in my pubic hair.

 

i had an underground shave in the afternoon.... and i observed...

 

a white and two pinkish small bump in ball area.

 

one or two very small white bumps in pubic area....

 

most importantly a scratch in upper inner thigh fold....no puss... no itching... it was okay in two days and I have white dandruff like dryness in my that inner thigh area for few days...It is cleared now.

 

Now the problem is that I cannot get to doctor or get tested because situation in this country is not friendly.

 

Hope you can understand...

 

and i dont want to tell what the hell I am living in now with this scenario of confusion...

 

i dont know whether it is HSV, HPV or something else...or its my inner fear.....

 

anybody can share his experience with me....

 

 

sorry for writting too much....because i have no one else to share my feelings with....